I remember having a a very vivid experience when I was young, where I ‘remembered’ the times I was alive in this lifetime. The way life would become on planet earth, how society would exist, the freedoms gone, the wildlife and the destruction of nature. I a remember so clearly saying to Spirit/Guides (at the time I didn’t know they were my Guides) ‘NO you brought me back at the wrong time! I don’t like it here, I don’t want to be here now.’ This was a panicked feeling as well as an anger about the times we are all in now and that I would have to live through them. I had this awareness during the 80’s so a lot of what we are going through today was very unimaginable to a young child under the age of 10.
Over the years this feeling about being alive today, came and went but never really made any impact again, until now. Recently I felt this anxiety about humanity, our disconnection, our behavior, society and functioning of the world we created, the loss of freedoms, the controlled way of life and the destruction of nature our home and the animals who share this planet with us.
This feeling increased over the weeks to a hatred for Humanity and that included all of us. We may be connected, loving and aware this life but there have been thousands of lives before hand, lived by all of us, myself included, of our Souls human experience and evolution, where we were most definitely a part of creating the problems we exist in today.
On a particularly challenging day with our own wonderful 3 children, farm full of animals, rent to pay, destruction of the land around our home and freedoms to allow our dogs to roam outside was being tightened across the town. I came to an explosive point. I released and let it out to Nathan how twisted society is that we have created, controlled, no freedom, ball and chain cycle of existence, no respect for the existence and choices of the lives the animals wish to have, our torturous ways to everything on planet Earth, greed, pure evil in Humanity, we really are just the only species on this planet that can be so horrible!
Then the answer finally came….
‘And you are the only species that can experience love the way you do.’Guides
I lived in Bali some time ago, where I met Nathan and we used to walk our dogs together every morning. He had his 4 Balinese dogs and I had my William and a pack of Bali dogs that chose my front villa gates as their home and walked every day with Nathan and I. One of these dogs named Mellie, had puppies. But she kept bringing them to me. I was confused by this because they had food and freedom but she wanted them to always visit me, sit with me and have my endless cuddles. At the time my amazing friend Nicola who had the Soul path of animal communication, did a reading for me with Mellie. She asked her why she kept bringing me her puppies? Mellie said, ‘I want them to experience love as I have.’
This immediately confused me. Love? Didn’t animals feel and experience love much more than we do? She answered yes but that it was different. They experienced love differently to how humans give and receive it. The feelings and actions were very different to how animals feel and share it with each other.
I was told by the Guides that –
‘In order for humanity to experience such a depth of love, we must have the experience of it’s opposite.’Guides
This is why we all are capable of having such an evil contrast within the human species. It enables our great experience of love. The part that brings us peace in these times, is knowing that once we have reached the new heights of experiencing love with it’s opposite, we can move beyond it into a new existence as human beings. We will no longer need such an evil contrast to continue life on earth. We radiate with a new energy that also creates new choices, actions and wants.
Yes, all of existence is made up of and created by the consciousness and source – which is love, but how we experience that differs from every form we incarnate into, whether human, animal, plant, rock or air.
It’s once again, The Great Human Experience we all came here for, fraught with it’s opposing and traitorous ways. So during these challenging times, let’s all know that it also offers us the time on Earth to give and receive love in ways that we have never done before.
Let’s all honor and live that in it’s marvelous, amazing, wonderful trillions of varied ways that each of us feel, discover, celebrate, learn, give, receive, understand, imagine, draw, paint, write, sing, hug, kiss, make love, share and discover this gift of love that the human life offers us all. Whether shared between human to human or between any other species – plant, animal or planet! Let love flow from within and without. And always remember that the doorway to your hearts emotions of love is the same doorway to your emotions of fear, pain and hatred. If you try to stop the flow of one you are stopping the flow of the other ;-).
If you need any help with this I did a short video on the Purpose of Pain that may help shed light on issues that may be effecting you right now. Here if you may need a session to help with healing or clarity on things you may be facing.
Sending all my love,